Hey Guys, my name is Theo. This is my suicide/depression blog, im going through a lot and i need some place to vent my feelings, hope you like it, i follow back
“don’t be shy” thanks u cured me
“just chill out” wow whered my anxiety go?
“cheer up!” Oh wow, three years of depression, fixed! Just like that.
“don’t be afraid!” look at that I’m fearless now
this is really selfish but
why can’t mental illness be like any other kind of sickness where you go to hospital and your loved ones come and give you flowers and tell you that they love you and hold your hand and make sure you get better
why doesn’t that happen instead of awkward silences and embarrassing tears and messy bedsheets and a bunch of other stuff no one actually talks about
w h y
I can’t find a single selfish thing in that.
My Wife’s Fight With Breast Cancer
one of the saddest and most beautiful photo essays I’ve ever seen
- Gray by Pete Wentz (via spoookyghosts)
having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful
I wrote this dramatic death monologue for my acting final.
this made me incredibly sad
I love this
Actual Suicide Prevention
Not sure if this was posted already, but I thought it’d be useful.
I don’t care if this “ruins” my blog, this is so fucking important